188 Wasp Wisdom

188 Wasp Wisdom

Many years ago I was at my computer when a wasp landed on my computer. Every once in a while a wasp would get trapped in my office. A trapped wasp would land on the glass window as a way to freedom. Like the wasp I experience an illusionary way out of my entrapment and hit a glass wall. I made a decision early in A.A. that I would not kill anything I was not going it eat, I don’t eat wasp. When a wasp would land on the glass I would take a cup and place over the wasp, closing it in with a piece of paper. I would take it outside and let go free. At some level I felt I made an amends. On the other end of my office which was about 40 feet was a closet; I keep my supply of cups. I walked backward toward the closet so I could see where the wasp would next land. I was holding the cup when I saw the wasp take off, coming toward me. The wasp flew into that cup. I felt a rush of love and gratitude, even now as I write about the event. I felt a harmony with all of nature, with the universe and most important a loving union with our Father. I felt a moment of healing, forgiveness deeper than words. This time when I took the wasp outside to freedom, I felt blessed by this little guy sharing its freedom with me. It was almost 11 A.M., time to go to my A.A. meeting. I knew the topic was going to be; wasp flying into a cup. I was waiting for the right time to share this experience; it was hard to restrain myself. There was a person taking someone inventory, in a very negative way. I spoke up, we do not take other peoples inventory, and we take our own. Of course I was taking his. I could not believe only a few minutes before I was in harmony with all of our Father’s creators and then that anger popped up. Yes, I will always have ongoing upgrades. Come let us love, offering freedom to one another. Thy Love, Thy Will be done.

QUESTIONS:

1. How have you reacted to the miracles in your life?

2. How do you react to change or upgrades?

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