Mourning “Pay Forward”# 149

I Greet The Indwelling Blessed Mourner.

Today’s “Pay Forward” gift is – Mourning.  Father, I listen to Your Holy Voice directing me in a way I can currently hear understand and follow.  I see Your Presence with the eyes of an intuitive faith.  I realize where ever You are Present there is Your Love and Grace.  However, my deepest mourning comes when I don’t have that wonderful conscious contact, with You and Yours.  My heart’s desire is to have that realization, to do and to be Your Love and Your Will.  You are Present when I have tears of joy or tears of sorrow.  Tears are a healer releasing and washing away our troubles; eliminating the poisons that reside within.  We are to become conscious of that which we are at our deepest reality.  Around the world it is called many names; I choose the name Christ.  It dwells within each us, waiting for our awakening.  We cannot fully understand the Infinite with my finite mind.  To see with the eyes of faith, is to see with spiritual discernment; the vision of Christ, which is deeper than human words.  It seems like the awakening of our heart, mind and soul within, that conscious contact many of us pray and meditate to improve.   When I surrendered my personal “reality” - my false-self I mourned for a long time; that is nothing compared to my mourning for the loss of my conscious contact with You and Yours, Father    Thy Love, Thy Will be done.

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