Gratitude Upon Awakening “Pay Forward” # 158

I Greet Indwelling Grace.

Today’s “Pay Forward” gift is – Gratitude Upon Awakening.  Yes, I am kissing up to Him this morning because I am reminded of whom He is and who I am.  I am of little value apart from His grace.  “It’s no trick loving somebody at their best.  Love is loving them at their worst” Tom Stoppard.    I realize our Father’s loving tender mercy; freely given to an undeserving being such as I am, but a want–a-be.  Out of an enlightened self-interest I want to carry out the purpose He gave me.  Most good ideas are simple because they touch the core of our Being/being.  A.A. has a storehouse of these useful suggestions.  Come let us share our gifts freely with whomever we are given.   I am given whatever it takes to rewrite and rewire my personal “reality” with the equivalents of Your Love, Your Will, Father.  Your grace has placed me on my mission path, giving my life purpose and meaning.  The fact that I am still alive and well is a miracle.  I should be grateful 24/7 but I’m not.  I don’t believe I’m ungrateful, but perhaps I am a-grateful, that is not consciously one or the other.  I don’t always think about how wonderful it is to be pain free until I experience pain.  Gratitude is a sign I’m on the right path.  Being a worker I found my serendipity journey in A.A,’s service fulfilling.  Thy Love, Thy Will be done.       

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